THE SCENE AS BEFORE. MAYHEW IS NOW SLUMPED IN THE ARMCHAIR, RESTING. OSMOND IS CHECKING THROUGH HIS NOTES
DIRECTOR'S VOICE
Carry on...
OSMOND ADDRESSES THE CAMERA, OCCASIONALLY GLANCING DOWN TO READ FROM HIS NOTES.
OSMOND
The time is now, er, 13:12... er, and... in the interval, er, Christopher and I went for a short walk in the garden. After our walk we came in and at about, er, 12:30, Christopher told me that he felt physically a bit tired and that he had a curious feeling at the top of his spine. We discussed this and he then, er, complained of a feeling of nausea. Over a period of about, um... (TURNS OVER SHEET OF PAPER) an hour, this feeling of nausea waxed and wained. It now seems to be going away. Then he began to tell me of a development of colours when his eyes were shut, and he will tell us a little bit about that later. Now, at the present moment I'm just about to test him with the test that I started with before, and I'm going to ask him if he would, er, er, take away seven from a hundred. (TURNS TO MAYHEW) You remember, just how you did it before, Chris.
MAYHEW
Yes, er, I don't think I was very good before, and I'm gonna be just as good now...
OSMOND
Good...
OSMOND MAKES NOTES THROUGHOUT THE FOLLOWING WHILE CONSULTING HIS WATCH.
MAYHEW
A hundred, er, ninety-three... eighty-six... seventy-nine... seventy-two... sixty...five, er... sixty-five... fifty... sixty-five, is it? Sixty... no, fifty... Fifty-eight... I'll say it's fifty-eight - I'll start from there - fifty-one... forty...four... thirty...seven... thirty... twenty-three... forteen... sixteen, as you were, sixteen... nine... two... and zero. Well I wasn't much better the first time actually but I'm worse now, I can't concentrate so well.
OSMOND
Um... Yes, I think that took a bit longer didn't it.
MAYHEW
A bit longer, mm. But I can't, I don't think, concentrate quite so well now.
OSMOND
Now, would you like to do the one of, er, the sentence that we did - do you remember it?
MAYHEW
About the date - you asked me the date first... oh, then I did the sentence.
OSMOND
Yes, well, we'll...
MAYHEW
Er, yes. Er... I can remember this message came in, 'supply' and so on.
OSMOND
Shall I then go over for you..?
MAYHEW
Yes, you try and say it again.
OSMOND
"To be rich and prosperous, a nation must have a safe, secure supply of wood."
MAYHEW
"To be rich and prosperous, a nation must have a something something supply of wood."
OSMOND
(PAUSE) Fine. Would you like to try that once more?
MAYHEW
Yes...
OSMOND
"To be rich and prosperous, a nation must have a safe, secure supply of wood."
MAYHEW
"To be rich and prosperous, a nation must have..." (SMILES) there's the two I missed... "...supply of wood."
OSMOND
Fine. Well, now would you like perhaps to give some account of what you've been seeing with your eyes shut and any other points you think may be of interest.
MAYHEW
Yes...
OSMOND
I think you told me that the bodily discomfort was more than you'd expected.
MAYHEW
Yes, er...
OSMOND
This is an important point.
MAYHEW
The... well, it's... it's... the central nausea's gone now, Humphry, but um... er, I still feel, er, in the extremities of my limbs, er... small nauseated convulsive movements...
OSMOND
Mm-hm.
MAYHEW
...but that doesn't worry me now... at all. Not like it did. And, physically, I notice I'm not looking at the camera... (ADDRESSES CAMERA) ...I don't see why I shouldn't... er, physically I look, um... I feel... (PAUSE) alright. N.. not good, but alright. I don't feel as slightly camera-consciousness.
OSMOND
Would you like to say something about the patterns, which you told me some interesting things..?
MAYHEW
Yes, well, um, er, we all have patterns I suppose when you close your eyes. This drug obviously makes them very very vivid indeed, and er, strange shapes, and er, strange colours... but now, Humphry, I haven't reported to you that I get strange shapes and strange colours even when... er... I don't close my eyes.
MAYHEW LOOKS TOWARDS OSMOND AND STARTS BLINKING A LOT
OSMOND
Do you remember you told me something very early on, which you weren't quite certain about, when you were looking at me?
MAYHEW
(PAUSE, SMILES) Now you've got to say it again, you see... I can't concentrate...
OSMOND
Yes, I think that, you remember, you looked at me and you told me that there was something about an 'outline', or something of this sort?
MAYHEW
Yes I did, quite early on, I distinctly noticed that your outline, er, 'hit' me... er, that is to say, it, um... it had 'significance'. The outline that you had, against the... pale wallpaper behind.
OSMOND
Would you like to tell us all here some of the... what you mean by these changes in the outside world too?
MAYHEW
Er... well, at the moment, er, if I concentrate my conscious mind, so to speak, and take a full on myself... (PAUSE) Er, I know I'm not up to scratch in appearence, or physically, but my mind is quite alert, I think, in the sense that I can see those... candles there... (NODS TOWARDS THE LEFT) ...I know the television team is here... (NODS TO THE RIGHT) I know the cameraman is there... (NODS TOWARDS CAMERA AND SMILES) ...there's Tubby, focusing me up as he's done many times before. Er, at that level I feel quite normal and, er, I've no worries at all, but of course the... things I'm seeing are quite different and I see...(SMILES) I see the er... colours quite differently, and very marvellous.
OSMOND
Could you perhaps tell us any particular colour which, er, you think...
MAYHEW
Yes, er. this colour just behind Tubby there...
OSMOND
Yes...
MAYHEW
This colour of... (PAUSE) Damn, I warned you, Humphry, that er... on colours, my vocabulary's bared...
OSMOND
Are you talking about the reddish curtain behind Tubby?
MAYHEW
(STARING STRAIGHT AHEAD) Yes, er, and in fact it has the most extraordinary gradations of mauve... and er... and er... and lights... sorry, this is just my... my own, er, poverty of vocabulary. I can't describe it.
OSMOND
Er... would it, er, surprise you if I said it looked to me like a rather dullish red curtain, er, which, er, has a very...
MAYHEW
It would actually. I'd be amused, Humphry, yes...
OSMOND
Now who would you feel, in this situation, was... er, whose judgement would you feel was sounder?
MAYHEW
Ah, now you're asking the sixty-four dollar question...
OSMOND
Mm-hmm.
MAYHEW
...whether I'm seeing the curtain normally it is, or whether... I'm intoxicated and seeing pink elephants...
OSMOND
Mm-hmm.
MAYHEW
...which is, of course, the thing that fascinates me about it. Um... (PAUSE, CHUCKLES) Well, all I can say is that it's still the sixty-four dollar question, Humphry, I'm looking very hard now...
OSMOND
Yes...
MAYHEW
...beyond the camera... at the er... at the curtain.
OSMOND
You see, Christopher, when I look at the camera, it's almos... extremely difficult for me to see because of the lights, and er...
MAYHEW
Oh very interesting. I suppose so. Now I can understand, quite easily, that... I can see beyond the lights... to you... to these lights beyond... and I quite see now how absurd that, er, these heavy camera lights are, and here am I seeing this extraordinary purple of the cur... the curtains... yes...
OSMOND
(PAUSE) Yes...
OSMOND RESPONDS TO THE DIRECTOR WHO IS EVIDENTLY MAKING SOME SORT OF SIGNAL OFF CAMERA
OSMOND
...now?
MAYHEW
(GRINS AND GESTURES TO DIRECTOR) Yeah, cut, go on - the director's saying cut!
DIRECTOR'S VOICE (OFF)
Cut!
BOTH MAYHEW AND OSMOND GRIN
MAYHEW
(TO DIRECTOR) I tell you, it'll be jolly interesting television anyway, Rex!
MAYHEW SCRATCHES HIS EAR FOR A BIT
FILMING CUTS
Panorama: The Mescaline Experiment - session rushes
Roll 1, Sequence 3 - 02/09/55