Maybe you won't read the e-amils, and I'm not surprised if you don't. but I truly didn't mean to come across as stuck-up, i just... i don't know, wanted to explain my side. I'm sorry.

I don't know. Something... something i wanted to say. I'm sorry that I said what I said, I wanted to clear the board now, rather than have it linger afterwards. i wanted... I don't know. I wanted to believe you when you said you didn't want to fight with anyone, so i thought it would be okay to explain how i felt when you made those comments. i suppose your reaction was sign enough that it wasn't my place to say anything. i'm sorry.

I'm sorry for putting this in the forum - i think it's the only way you'll read it. Maybe you won't even bother to read it here, i don't know.

shit.

sorry.

why wont you believe i'm sorry?

I hope you're not ignoring this. if you are, i dont know that there's any more i can say.